Saturday, April 28, 2007
Moody day....
Last few days very moody my friends misunderstanding me and i don't know how to explain to her.....Yesterday after reach home my friends msg me ask want to go out or not but i told him that no place to go...so boring at home also....But we went to hong kong cafe and drink kopai and chatting at there for quite sometime that after that we went to boat quay to find one friends... But we just go there awhile then went back home.....But is also a not bad chill out with some friends...But i really like i want to mia then no one can find me and hide one concern....Think over this year what i have done.....Mine birthday is coming but i really don't know wat to plan i though of sharing with mine friends and go clubbing but still thinking....May be just dont plan aything and go mia then after that then appear again....Not a bad idea also....My eyes still abit sore due to not enough sleep and thinking alot of thing have happening to me.....Dont know why my life have going up and down...Why cant anyone understanding me....I also need someone to care for me.....May be some few friends that really understanding me is enough liao.....Life to me is nothing....I may go through alot of thing...And i have been seeing alot of thing but when can just have some peace.....God help me....What should i do.....I going to crazy soon.....May be just give up everything.....My family also give me alot of problem....Father, mother and brother fight again....Sometime dont feel like staying at home....Alway fight fight fight....Feeling tired and cant do anything for them...I see my mother leg very sore and she cant walk too much...I sometime think why i cant provide good life for my mother then she no need to work so hard for the family but my father and brother dont feel like understanding my mother....Sob sob....
Mrs. Geek ended @ Saturday, April 28, 2007
